twas so shitty!

here goes.
it was new year and i went to la union to surf (like i had anything better to do) so like i surfed for 3 hours straight till it was 6pm we ate and right after i went online and so like greetings started popping out and my -'s cousin greeted and started a conversation and so yah talk talk talk. . . i had to go so he got my number and so the next day we started texting (bad idea!) skip skip skip went back home. school resumed and it was cheering week we had practice every single day and so we'd text right after so yah kinda got personal since he knew who my ex was. . . doi. one day one of my friends came over to do thins thing for english so we went to the park to go walk my dog (who died last month by the way.sad.) and guess who showed up. . . yup the thing. honestly 1st impression holy **** so ditching this person. and so to make the damn story short i had to pretend it was my friend's cousin and it was so rude the whole time like no breeding at all. disgusting. just talking about it makes me so pissed. and like super kaduper hate it the (it by the way is him; -'s cousin ) so yah. lesson learned: stick to your own kind! and plus plus he was such a flirt like it was his first time to see girls.


i rest my case.

tops tuh look forward to this summer!

1) surfing with my aunt
2) french class
3) excessive shopping
4) going to places with my friends without
adult supervision
5) not having homework and damn requirements
6) doing things cause i want to
7) going to different places
8) jazz class . . . pending

. . . this so far. . . :)

numero uno!

so yeah! my friend gezelle wanted me to do this so yeah here you go! HAHA

so uhm 1st blog ever well so far life's been bittersweet like happy-sad. . .-ish well something like that. thought things have been so awesome it kinda seems like somethings missing. its kinda complicated you know and like i don't know i can't say that i'm becoming "emo" and shit. . . well, maybe a bit but i don't know i think . . . when you bring up something from the past like say a tragic childhood maybe and you're not quite sure if you're over it, it seems right-ish wrong-ish. . . complicated! i don't know, so far i think it's okay to talk about it. . . i don't know, i guess i just really have to get over it though it's really hard . . . and like i feel weird this whole week. . . though last weekend was so awesome my friend and i had this joint party thing and we ended up sleeping in one of my friend's house and we were so not ready for it so we had to wear his clothes haha but twas so awesome. . . skip skip skip so . . . ya i guess i just need to figure things out and like be positive about things. . .